It is not my first formal event, nor my first
time amongst those of status. Yet my stomach turns nervously
as I lace up my tunic and I grow frustrated as my attempts
to braid my hair fail, my hands shaking too much to perform
the usually simple task.
I feel panic rising within me – I can
not be late! Yet nor can I leave before being properly attired,
it would be disrespectful. Panic is not an emotion I am used
to and I do not know how to deal with it. In my heart, I start
to wonder if I should even attend at all.
Then I hear the door open and the soft steps
of my father as he approaches me. He laughs lightly as he
takes in my pale face and unbraided hair.
“Let me,” he says, picking up
the brush. I relax, visibly relieved as he deftly braids my
hair in the fashion of his house – of our house.
“There, all done.” His tone is
so soft – I cannot remember hearing him so gentle since
I was a child. Glancing in the mirror I nod in approval and
turn to him, smiling.
“Thank you.”
He puts his finger under my chin, raising
my head until it is held high.
“Be proud, my son,” he tells
me, “You have done well. Tonight is your night.”
It is the greatest praise I could ever hear
and spontaneously I hug him – a rare event these days.
“I will not let you down, father.”
Then, before I can further embarrass myself,
I turn and leave, more confident now. Tonight I will sit in
the halls of Oromë, with the greatest hunters in all
of Aman, and know that I deserve my place amongst them.
END
ETA: It's from Celegorm's POV, in case there's
any doubt. :)